Graduation over and life as an adult fully begins.
Before I finished uni, I had plans of things I wanted to do, I wasn’t too sure how well it would work out but as with my past decisions, I was just going to stick with it.
I didn’t get a lot of encouragement from the people around me; quite the opposite really. My decisions were questioned over and over again to the point where I started to doubt myself.
Even with all the discouragements, I decided to think of them as challenges that I had to overcome rather than obstacles. I was going to stand by my decision regardless of what happened or so I thought.
In the last couple of days, a lot of issues have come up that has made me doubt my choices more than ever before. I found myself questioning God; asking if He’s really sure this is what He wants for me at this time.
I started thinking of ways out if for whatever reason the chances of failure increased. While thinking on that, God reminded me of what I said some days back to my mum.
He reminded me that I was the same person that encouraged her that all things work for good to them that love God: that He was aware of all that was going on and for her to leave everything in His hands.
It made me realize that I was already trying to control my situation but the God that knows what lies ahead once again reminded me to leave it all at His feet instead of struggling on my own.
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