For as long as I can remember, I have always been bad at resisting temptations when it comes to things that I shouldn’t have but really want.
I’d do the typical lip-service prayer, with tears, that mean nothing at the end of the day because I won’t let go of my sin.
A few months ago, I finally realised that it wasn’t that God wasn’t answering my prayer, but that I was hanging on to my sin like a lifeline. I wouldn’t let go of it!
It took years of battle with the same sin for me to realise that there’s absolutely nothing that God can’t do. All I had to do was sincerely not want to fall into the same sinful trap, and have faith that God can, and will, give me the strength to fight and resist. I prayed and meant it; had faith that, even though I had been kept in the same bondage of sin since I can remember, it doesn’t mean that God can’t break me free.
I have found freedom from my stronghold for a few months now. Even though to some that might not seem like a long time, to me it’s like the difference between where the sun rises and where it sets.
As if that wasn’t enough evidence of how God can make the impossible, possible, He showed me more of it last week.
I’d been struggling with writing my personal statement and applying to uni for my master’s degree because the course I wanted was far from what I studied for my undergrad.
Last Sunday night, I finally gave it to God and asked for help with my personal statement and my application. Monday morning I got my breakthrough! I wrote my personal statement and applied to a few universities, from which I found one I really wanted to go to. The next day, I got an offer from, not just any uni, but the one I had the desire for in my heart.
This song resonates with me because God has done so many things in my life that I never thought possible. I hope you find God to be a God who can move all the mountains that seem impossible in your lives too.
Shalom